Kayaking is expensive

As most of you who read BB's blog last week know, he bought me a kayak for my birthday. It is a nice, tandem, inflatable kayak that strongly resembles a canoe to me. Last week, taking it out on the Sandy River at our camping site was quite beautiful. The Sandy River Gorge is a gorgeous place to camp and kayak. The river is not that deep and the scenery is breathtaking.

But yesterday, we decided to take it out on one of the rivers that run through Portland, the Willamette, since BB is on call and we couldn't go very far. It is large and deep and patroled by oregon state patrol. I find it remarkable that no one that we had mentioned we bought a kayak to told us that there is a huge fine for not having a life jacket. Not even the guys who sold us the kayak. And no one from our home group knew or they would have mentioned it last week.

Now we know. Being brought back to shore in the police boat and being handed a ticket for $242 started to ruin the afternoon. Then we tried to go biking from the park we were at and BB's tire was completely flat so he went and got a few life jackets and we tried again. This time, we made it to the island we were originally headed for. It was a small little island, Ross Island, in the middle of the Willamette. Some people were camping there and when BB walked by, they told him he had been voted off the island and all of the kids started chanting "Drunken Sailor" at him. I didn't witness this, I was by the kayak with the kids playing in the sand. So he was quite offended. All and all, a very strange, rather upsetting day that BB and I never wish to repeat.

More Weekend Fun

I did a hike by myself last weekend up at Mt. Hood. So I had to take a picture of myself to prove to BB I did it. It was a 6.5 mile hike up to the top of a small mountain next to mirror lake and Mt. Hood.

This is the early morning view of the lake and mountain. It was breathtaking.

This is Woogy at the air show here in Portland two weeks ago. He loved his daddy taking just him.

This was the Clark County Fair 3 weeks ago in Washington State north of Vancouver. Nibbles still loves the horses or "moos".

We are going camping with our church group this whole weekend. This is a first for our family. Wish us luck.

The Insomnia Curse

I have had insomnia off and on most of my adult life. It started in college when I was in a really stressful semester with a heavy duty schedule. It really got bad my first year of teaching. I even started sleep-walking and having night terrors, waking up screaming about teaching. I only know because BB told me about them. I would come out and have entire conversations with him asleep.

When I began my first lab job, my insomnia was so bad I went to the doc and he put me on anti-anxiety medicine for a while. The problem with medication, for me, is I get psychologically addicted. Let me explain. When you have serious insomnia, you get a certain feel to your brain before you fall asleep that you recognize. The only way I can describe it is this: your brain is wide awake. After a few days, you start to be afraid of the moment you lay down, if you are going to get this feeling like your brain is wide-awake. So it is a perpetual cycle. The original cause of the insomnia may fade, but the fear continues and feeds the insomnia cycle. When I went on medication, I immediately felt better because the cause of my insomnia, at that point, was probably my fear and the doctor telling me this would help caused my fear to ease. So when the doctor tells me it's time to go off the medication, I immediately fall into the insomnia cycle again because my fear returns.

Can anyone relate to this or am I totally losing it? Yes, I am going through another bout of insomnia. And of course, something big happened at work to probably set it off. My technician was let go due to lack of funding so I am doing the job of 1-2 people, somedays 1 and somedays 2.

If it continues, I will have to go back to the doctor and see what new advances they have come up with in the 7 years since I have needed something to help me sleep.

Weekend fun

This is what we have been up to for a month or so. This was 4 weeks ago at the Silver Falls State Park by Salem. We had just dropped off Woogy with grandma for camp that week and we stopped here on the way back to Portland. This is the South Falls.

This is the North falls at Silver Falls State Park. You can hike down to the bottom.

Nibbles loves getting in the water. She actually fell in and was completely drenched.

This was last weekend at Cascade Head on the Oregon Coast. It is a mile walk from a forest road trailhead to this bluff overlooking the coast north of Lincoln City. We have done this hike 5x.

The marine layer was coming in off the ocean. You never can predict that.

This was Drift Creek Falls in the Coastal Mountain Range on the way to Newport last weekend. Woogy got quite adventurous and climbed all over that day. Nibbles fell in again.

BB didn't take a picture of the suspension bridge on this hike, but there is a huge one overlooking the falls. Monty refused to cross without help. I wanted to go on this hike because this was our first hike in Oregon 5 years ago on our first trip out here for vacation. We also did the Cascade Head on that trip. Now you can see why I feel in love with Oregon on that trip.